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a day in the sun
01:50
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how do i reach outside of the box
sand is spilling out into the grass as i find out,
how do i reach outside of the box
bulldozers run atop the landfill,
sandbox dreams just to live in blandness
starting my life with a brand new canvas
a day in the sun never felt much closer, yet
i need a day in the sun
to get back to feeling new
this is the first feelings club album
a day in the sun
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2. |
when i go home
03:26
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stay queer, no fear
im rupturing an artery
everytime we talk it seems
your pain becomes apart of me
stay fast on the grass
when my feet are bare, i stay running
hiding in the bushes
till the moon walks out and tells on me
stay queer, no fear
(im not there)
im rupturing an artery
(in my mind)
everytime we talk it seems
(cause you're right here, you tell me all the time)
your pain becomes apart of me
if i had a hard head
protecting my soft brain
i'd throw myself down a well
in hopes i learn a new thing
it's not my fault i came here
i wasn't made where anyone could find success
at any point in there lives
but still i walk around
with all my friends in town
and we make cool things like songs that
you can hear with your ears
we could bring you to tears
it's funny cause im not around enough when i go home
dress like a man
go and work with your hands
i was pushed into more than what i can comprehend
stay as busy as you can
keep it low and show somebody that you understand
how to be treated like a man
it's no fun being the one
who says all the apologies
working on myself has proved i need to stop saying sorry
its old and lets me know
that im no fun to be around
atleast when all im worried bout is how i speak and how i sound
stop there
your problems arent ending right here
you're making mistakes that you've done
out of fear for losing
all the ones i love
its getting tough but admit when you're weak
and you need new feet
ill stay sober until i get over
feeling worse on the days that im home-stumped
if i had a hard head
protecting my soft brain
i'd tell everyone that ive been failing learning new things
its all my fault that im here
and lacking most of my cheer
im tired and im trying but it hasnt seemed to pay off
frustrations stuck around
affected all my friends in town
now i feel all alone in my bedroom
but you can come over soon
its only right past noon
its funny cause i know ill feel the worst when i go back home
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3. |
leave the window open
03:37
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I hope the night doesn't last too long
dinner time comes I bite my tongue
I'm just hoping I can close my eyes
lay down for a minute then see the sun
I really don't like to stay inside
I can't see my friends through my closed blinds
leave the window open so I can catch a breeze
hop out the gap you can't see me
take a run, catch a ride
best to live the nightlife outside
silent trees in my neighborhood
as i walk through the streets they stare for fun
and i really don't wanna go inside
apathy makes me feel so blind
lively is the greenery and the moon has started to pull high tide
static movement, staying grounded
i hope the earth can let all the energy out
surround myself with whats important
family, friends, and self without the self doubt
i can tell that i am getting closer to myself
it's still hard to look in the mirror as i watch the days go by
over time, I'll stop being so dry
stick my toes in the water, jump in but i guess we'll see where this goes
drowning in my sympathy my tears are all but run out
so stay home and never leave my room again
listen to the cars outside while i laugh and pretend
i'm alright, I'm just fine
if i forget who i am i'll just start a new life
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4. |
bikebikebike!
04:50
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i was dreaming bout shit
woke up with your breath in my face
hundred degrees hot as the sun
never telling a lie, i proceeded to hide everything that i know that has come undone
in the back of my mind, the very back of my mind i had a memory of you in the mid day rain
covered head to toe, riding down the street hitting every puddle along the way
in the flash of eye i'm surrounded by love all the time every place that i come and go
everywhere i go i know you’ve got me no matter what city or small town road
burnt crisp from the sun
standing river, runs
and i'm reminded of you every day
i guess its safe to say i'm having trouble finding way or making any change
or making any change
we could've rode our bikes all day, but we always choose to stay in
i could've found another way, but i'd never let your vain win
if i crawl up to the top of that hill, i'd always make the deal, my last stake
you never win, you never lose, you're always in a stalemate
riding on my bike, just to pass the time b
be on my grind like the gears ain't moving right
see i can't do no tricks i'm just cruising on a light speed
i can't even drift i'm just moving to the
swerving left and right i'm doing wheelies through the intersection
always on the move even throughout my constant stressing
shit been getting to me i'm the only one inside this bitch
(i can't even figure out what time it is)
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5. |
under the sun
03:30
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does this sound familiar
have you heard these words in a distant tone?
under the sun, duell said
nothing is new, vess said
packing up and moving out but i'm a little bit scared of what comes next
will success define my relationships or will i live my life without this hex?
its getting harder every day don't know what this day brings without living it
i've got to find the energy to get up out of this bed so i can be out in the sun again
i can see for miles from my front yard, theres no dark only sunlight in the clearing across your heart
cause every day is different, and i'm trying to play my part
i'm looking for the upsides, took a walk, tripped and fell and cried but now i'm almost back on track
i got a new job
i'm finally eating good
i got a new place
we will all be okay as long as the sunlight hits our faces
driving down the road and i'm seeing shapes and stars
thinking how bad life would be without you
well, of course this sounds familiar but at least i'm trying hard
trying and trying, inspiration is drowning but i'm swimming until we part
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6. |
gray overhead
03:46
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now im stuck here waiting
trying to stay awake and I just keep complaining
everything needs a change
but ill just sit here and wait for the afterlife
I've been waiting five months just to go outside
In the morning I wake up
take a shower pack my lunch
now it's time to go to wok
I do too much for not enough
everyday has been the same
i could take another change
ill focus on the better things
and hope I still know how to sing
all of my life is the same
its just over and over
yearning for some change
waiting for something
better than what i have
I just wanna be in a new place
I felt right standing by my car
but everyone else wanted to go far away
Sat in the back
planning my future
all i seem to think about are the good times
a man came by and said, "this is the best night"
now I sit here patient on the rocks
even if it's worth it
i'll still be in my bed
might go out on weekends
but it's cloudy all the time
waking up to breakfast
the look on your face said
you can stay in my bed
and we'll be here all the time
we'll be here all the time
we'll sleep all day
and we'll stay up late
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7. |
green underneath
03:03
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i’m looking for a way to find the perfect time to switch my life up
the clouds block sun my eyelids widen
everything feels pre-decided
i am the rain on your bad days
sliding down from the clouds
why they look so grey
if i could control the weather i’d make sure
you’d wake up to the sun and all it’s rays
i know it helps your pace
but I’m still, stuck in bed
on sunday, the kindest time to think about all your mistakes and if you’ve learned from them
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8. |
hug button
05:56
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lose your mind
everything is better in time
oh how I
envy all the things that you like
expecting the worst is a natural habit
it crushes my hopes and makes me feel alone
but it's fine now
I'll figure it out
sitting in my car i'll wait it out again
(lose ur mind, running out of time)
lose your mind
everything is better in time
oh how I
envy all the things that you like
Sunny days in the shade
I keep trying to
spend my days in the sun
brand new attitude
does it all just depend on what i can do
feeling the best or the worst is up to you (x2)
maybe i'll just sit and cry
and i'll talk to you when i'm feeling fine
the older i get my knees grow weak
but I'm walking on my own for now
staying home and I'm bored alone
and i'm looking through my telescope
but in the end we're all just stardust
no need to be afraid for now
lose your mind
everything is better in time
oh how I
envy all the things that you like
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feelings club North Carolina
indie pop group based in north carolina.
chris, blaire, lu, mitchell, dom & jude and sometimes a few other friends <3
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